The Words I Cannot Say !

2005-12-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

These are the words I cannot say

But they come from the heart

Despite all the arguments

I've liked you from the start
I like the way your mind works

The way you're so unique

And when I'm in my darkest hour

I long to hear you speak
I like the way you walk

The way you slightly smile

And when you move close to me

You cause my heart to go wild
I like the ways you're different

I like those mysterious eyes

Actually I like everything

Even what's inside
I long for you to hold me

To feel your heart beats on mine
these are all the things

I guess I cannot yet say

Like how I somehow manage

To think of you all day
Yes I'm scared you'll hurt me

Just break me and leave

I don't want to have to worry

I don't want to be deceived
How all this can work

I'll guess we'll never know

But don't turn your back on me yet

I'm not quite ready for you to go
I'm sorry for writing this

But its all I can do

It's the only way for me

To say I love you
For these are the words

I just cannot say

But things will be different

One day...

Silent Partner

2005-12-21T23:57:00.000-08:00

I wanted this to be my first post cuz it goes out to a special freind, a sister i love dearly...

Well we all know how life has it's ups and downs, and how some how it manages to break us down and kill our spirits. In times like that a person always runs to who we call a * Friend * to find comfort, to feel safe to seek guidance, it's always nice to know when times are hard and there's nothing u can do to change things someone is there for you to lift you up and hold ur head up high. From my own experience i had my ups and downs in life and in Friends too, i might have made wrong judgments on some and ended up regreting every true moment i spent with this friend, but the good ones make it worth while ! they make all your badexperiences just fade away and seem like a nightmare they woke you up from..I think a friend is a precious treasure that should be kept safe, kept away from harms way ! loved with all my might, a true friend is always willing to sacrifice and to put his/her life on hold for another dear friend well atleast that's how i think it is !! but now that i've seen everything i know that this friend thing is abused by alot of ppl !! i mean how could u call urself a friend if u talk behind my back ?? it hurts to go through all that specially when you have so much faith in a person and that person keeps on pulling u down ! and whenever u manage to get up and stand on ur feet again and just begin to think im ok he/she breaks u down even more, i don't get it if i'm ur friend why do all this ??..

All a person asks for in return from a friend is just being there, sitting next to you not sayign a single word, silent but u can tell that person is there for you just by sitting patiently waiting for you to open up and talk like a Silent Partner..till the day i met u i never had such a partner i never even beleived i could have one till u came along so this goes out to you my silent partner, Thank you for beleiving in me ! for making me ur idol ! for just sitting there watching me cry helplessly not saying a word yet ur sharing my tears inside, ur eyes watching me filled with questions you want to ask but you don't want to pressure me, u've been with me in good and in bad you tolerated the child in me ! you opened my eyes to things i never thought a person could, i know i can never repay you with such words all i can do is promise you i'll never take you for granted i might be harsh sometimes but it's out love and care for you, i'll b the shoulder u cry on when no one's around, i'll be the little box u throw ur secrets in and keep them locked up from ppls eyes .

Thank you my Silent Partner for coming into my life and making every single moment i spend with you worth while, i hope our friendship grows to the point where no one reached before..I know i'll always b right next you, i'm only a phone call away and you know ! don't u ever hesitate i'll always welcome you with open arms !!

UniQue

The Words I Cannot Say !

Silent Partner